I seem to ridicule myself with my ongoing and agonizing tussle with my conscience. Now I am left wondering what will it take to learn from my stupidity.
Spent some time to define the word or the syndrome as I call it now.
Seems to surprise myself with the periodical attacks of stupidity all over again, just by doing the thing that I have clearly highlighted as “Dangerous” or “Do not try this again”. But all flashers, reminders and banners seem to fade and fail.
If I am so p*$$ed of with myself.
Hope that was the last time I did it, can see myself ridicule my own instincts and intelligence all the time. I am looking for the perfect word to describe this behavior of mine, didn’t have much luck, so if you know what is that perfect word to describe this scenario please do share with me, I am still searching for it and if I find it, will let you all know.
